Well I have been slacking lately. Been doing that ALOT lately. :p Not in work or housework or anything, I am just taking it easy when I can. Not rushing around doing stuff cause I feel guilty not doing anything.
Lets see what has happened the last couple of weeks. We my husband and son were in a car accident (they are ok and so are the other people). We got a cool 8ft blow up Christmas decoration on the front lawn (Santa on a airplane, prop goes around and around :p) I had a melt down after work this week, was called stupid by a customer cause I wouldn't give her a refund without a receipt, did give her a credit note but that wasn't good enough I guess. Well she was smiling when I did give it to her, she left happy at least, but having stomped on my feelings. Why do I take stuff like that to heart so much? I think cause I try to please everyone. I got to stop doing that. If I can't please myself, why do I think I have please everyone else? Meh, seems like a never ending cycle of questions that everyone else goes through, so I'm not the only one. My friend is going through a really rough time. Her and her husband split up in the summer, he doesn't want anything to do with their child now. Has a new girlfriend who has 3 kids with someone else, but he wants to marry her and take care of her kids and not his own. That bothers the heck out of me. It's not only guys that do this I know some women that are like that too, but what the #@%$? Just because you don't like the other person doesn't mean that you can just walk away and act like it didn't happen. Cause guess what it did. Grow some balls, deal with it, pay support and visit your kid. You'll regret it later in life when that child becomes something great and then u want to be in their life and they tell u to drop dead. How would u like to know that you caused so much unhappiness in a childs life cause you wanted your dick happy instead of getting your priorities straight. But I guess it's neither here nor there. I myself am not a product of a broken home ( thank my lucky stars) and I don't know what to say or do to make it better for them. I just try to be there for her and hope her child grows up to be a strong individual and happy.
But for now that is all,
Best Wishes
